My monologue Fight Club

This monologue actually challenged me to talk because my character has to be angry and loud. I am as a person not that loud to talk or shout but I had to figure out how could I act like him to make my monologue perfect. I tried a lot of times by myself to be like him. I finally achieved to be loud and angry for my monologue. When I got loud it inspired me to get mad more because I could actually act like my character. Also I had an issue which is to remember my lines in the monologue. It was not that long monologue but when you try to act it. All your concentration moves on to the acting because it is hard to act. So I try to memorize my lines. It also has rules which I have to count those rules. When I started to memorizing it. I mostly forget to count the rules, I try to start with the rule without counting it. I had to stop doing it because it affected my monologue to be not as serious as it was when I count them. I made it really good for my final. I hope I will act it because when I get there I always mess things up because I get nervous when I get up in front of my class mates. For my final I want to get better and finish my monologue with a good grade because this monologue was actually fun for me. I feel like my weakness are that I try to get loud and act more then I memorize so I should keep them in the same track so I would do great. I have to move my hands and my body instead of putting my hand in my pocket. So I should act more and act real like how the character does in the movie. This procedure took me for like a week to act and memorize. Now I just have to act in front of my class mates to get good feedback. So my monologue would look better. That's the why I will try my best to look perfect when I get up there. My strongests are that I can actually act like the character in the movie. I got that characteristics. Also I can actually shout and be loud enough for people to get my emotion and people can understand why am I trying to tell them and they can feel how serious I am to make them feel my emotion. I still should work for it to get better to get everyone's attention. I hope I will improve my skill on public speaking because when I get up in front of people I always get nervous and could not do what I have to do. That's why I have to get in front of people to do it because it would be good practice for everyone. Last time when I got in front of the school. I was so bad to announce because I talked so fast. I should've do better than what I have done because I was so scared that's why I want to improve my skills to get that confidence to talk in front of a lot of people. So after that I can feel relaxed and ready to announce with out having issues when I get up there and talk to people. 

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